ello. my name is de, i am a junior in Chariho High School. i love art in any shape or form.
i play ten (soon to be 11) different instruments including:
Singing(17 years)
Piano(11 years)
Flute(7 years)
Piccolo(5 years)
Trumpet(4 years)
Guitar(4 years)
Bass Guitar(4 years)
Alto Saxophone(2 years)
trombone(5 months)
Tenor Sax (6 month)
Clarinet (1 month)
i have been drawing since i could hold a pencil. i write a lot too, mostly fanfictions of bands and things like that. some of my things are on Quzilla, if you find me you can read them; my user name is lilnaugrim as well.
i love being around people; i can get along with almost anyone. i love talking (just like my mom, sometimes we think its a curse ) and i love just hanging out and listening to people talk sometimes. my best friend's name is Katie; we've been friends since fourth grade; both now in 11th grade. we are total opposites on a lot of things except for music of which we met at. We sat next to each other in band; both floutist and we still do to this day .
i could not live without my family, best friend and a pencil n paper. I can survive without a boyfriend, technology, school, and stupid people.
yup, thats bout it. ^^
adios peeps
p.s. help my dragons grow, they are in my shoutbox
no problem, loved the pic it was amazing
lol yup, a proud band geek, must say it! hehe.
wow black is so much better than our green ones.
we've had the same uniforms for about 25 years , one of
my teachers was at school and in band when they first got them and he's
like 38 or so. band geeks
May I have the best of it all please?....posted Mar 16th 2009, 9:15PM
Mood: Lonely
Music: Bacchanale
so for the past three months i have been severly depressed; constantly thinking of ways for suicide; ODing or finding a nice little knife. i couldn't figured out which way to go, or maybe get hit by a car *shrug* i thought of many different ways. and all the credit goes to my best friend.
She has been taking an AP class, which is 'advance placement'. and i felt like it was consuming her; she had no time for me. and then every time i asked for a sleep over she always had somewhere or something to do: go to her friend's house, or go to a concert of even jam with her new band which i didn't find out about until almost a week and a half later. it hurt to not know what she was doing anymore.
so i had been trying to tell her about my feelings for a while, but everytime i tried she was either gone or i'd burst into tears if i did.
so then, this wednesday came around. we had Music THeory together, lunch and then band. so she was all depressed becuase she had a 53 in AP Chemistry. i was too depressed to help her feel better. so all that class we sat there and did nothing but stare into space or cry. then after lunch on our way to band she asks 'why are you all depressed?' and i answer 'becuase i feel like i'm losing my best friend.' i almost started to cry. then she goes; 'who?' and that just hits me hard. 'who do you think? are you serious?' i ask, getting angry as well. 'i'm sorry' she said. and in my head i said; 'sorry doesn't cut it.' and we kind of talk about stuff, but not much. then band was done and we went home. i got onto the comp and signed in; she said hi.
we talk and i tell her i want her to read some poems i've written; five parts of a very depressing poem called The Worst of It. so she tells me to send it; i say it's too long. and i tell her i still feel liek shit. she says sorry again. this time i say; its harsh but sorry doesn't cut it.' and so i send her my poems and tell her i feel a little better.
she asks why i didn't tell her earlier; i say becuase it was hard, i'd end up crying. and she says; like i am now?
we both cried at the same time. and so we start to talk about why we've been depressed and doing what we were doing. it started with our old band: JACT. our third memeber quit and so i quit becuase i didn't think anyone else cared about it. but katie did. so now i've quit Fireproof Saints, well i'm going to one more practice and one more gig and then i'm leaving. besides my English grade is fulxuating to much between 50's n 70's. and i need to get a job ot pay for my car insurence.
so now, we're on much better terms, i am no longer suicide.
but i wrote a sixth part to The Worst of It, entitled; The Best of It. the only thing i'm bummbed out about is i can't go to the Fall Out Boy concert with her....danielle didn't get enough tickets........she got them free from her uncle and she didn't think i wanted to go......some friend huh?
so yeah, last few weeks ahve been hell and heaven for me.
oh and battle of the bands, which was last friday. i did an acoustic act; did Greenday--Good Riddance and The Cranberries--Just my Imagination for covers and one of my own songs. it was the most applause i had ever gotten! it was an amazing feeling being up there by myself who needs a band when you're all the talent needed?
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) and i love just hanging out and listening to people talk sometimes. my best friend's name is Katie; we've been friends since fourth grade; both now in 11th grade. we are total opposites on a lot of things except for music of which we met at. We sat next to each other in band; both floutist and we still do to this day 
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